Pregnant Again
Yesterday marked 28 weeks of my third pregnancy. My second pregnancy ended in miscarriage last summer which was super sad, but I learned alot from that time as well. Getting pregnant again after a preemie and a miscarriage has brought anxiety from day one. There has not been a day of this pregnancy that I have not worried about ending in miscarriage and then after viability, worrying about a premature birth again. Getting past the 28 week mark was a huge relief for me, even though it is just one day past that mark. There is still a real possibility I can have an early delivery, because I am having blood pressure issues that can slide into preeclampsia at any time. If there are any mommas out there that have been through this, then you know how hard it is to choose joy amidst the anxiety, but definitely try to choose joy in each day. I also understand if you had a preemie before and don't want to try to have another baby because these last two pregnancies were both a surprise...